defeated

defeated by sleep. i barely slept last night. and what was up with the late texting mom and auntie? i’m three hours ahead remember!
defeated by the weather. and all i keep hearing is, “wait until august”. fml. but seriously, it’s 90+ degrees with a hell of a lot of humidity. i’m from california. i have never experienced weather like this. and tomorrow, oh tomorrow will be a doozy. 90+ again, humid as hell, oh, and rain.
defeated by sweat. this heat at work, disgusting. i was sweating in places i didn’t know you could sweat. wearing jeans to work and sweating like i did hours on the elliptical made me do the unthinkable. purchase shorts. yup, i will be rocking shorts with kitchen clogs. so much for meeting any guys now. i was doomed anyways bc i have to wear that darn hat.
defeated by the shuttle bus driver heading home. he made every single stop even if no one was waiting. he then waited at least 2-3 minutes at each stop. the first times he did it i didn’t mind, but it got ridiculous after awhile. especially once we got closer to home. it got to the point where people started yelling. he still continued to wait. for no one. i always say thank you to them but tonight, i did not.
i have to say though that my five flights of stairs did not get the best of me tonight. but once i walked in the door, i was reminded about my day of defeat…
defeated by my air conditioner. it was the best $300 i had spent up until tonight. not really i’m just being dramatic. it’s works just fine but it is so damn hot i can feel next to nothing of it. going wind tunnel fan shopping for sure this weekend. i need some kind of air a blowing.
i know this defeated mumbo jumbo is slightly dramatic but whatev, i needed to vent.
off to bed as my 10-7 shift was changed to 7-5. defeated again.